Was operating at a low level of annoyance for most of today, because in the morning I asked Jesus if I should start applying for jobs, and he said no. So I was filling my time with the same recreational activities, and trusting the God of the universe with my future, instead of my own efforts. Completely intolerable.
I had a revelation of his presence when I started making tea. I listened to Chris Tomlin’s Burning Lights album, and felt Holyspirit like a cloak as soon as the music started. It made me realise that all I really want in life is to know him, and not work or fulfil a specific role. To be honest, he’s probably more interested in knowing me, than I him. I also realised I should have carried on with the conversation from the morning, instead of trying to reason everything out.